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Before Chen Wenwen could respond, he added:
"In other words, if I were still that same loser kid, would you still like me?"
Chen Wenwen pursed her lips and said:
"Lu Mingfei, do you know?"
Falling in love with someone is sometimes easy, but letting go is hard!
Even if you don't retain your memories, I will still fall hopelessly in love with you.
“Really?” Lu Mingfei raised an eyebrow.
This answer sent a shiver of irony through his heart.
He liked her so much back then, but how long has it been?
That affection, after experiencing the trials of life and death and the upheavals of time and space, has vanished like smoke.
This is completely contrary to Chen Wenwen's declaration at this moment.
Chen Wenwen nodded vigorously: "Yes!"
Her voice was tinged with a deep bitterness:
"Do you know? When I was humiliated by you in that black suit, I was terrified."
"But even more so, there is an overwhelming sense of regret! It cuts into my heart like a knife!"
"I regret it... I've been regretting it all along... I regret being so unfair to you in the past!"
She lowered her head, filled with shame.
"The reason I invited you to join the literary society was actually very simple: in such a big classroom, it seemed like no one genuinely wanted to talk to you, and no one wanted to play with you..."
"But what happens in the end?" Her smile was bleak: "In the literary society, you're still just an outcast in the background!"
“Actually, I know,” Chen Wenwen looked up, “given your situation at the time, you would have taken any kindness or sympathy offered to you as affection.”
"Whether it's me, Su Xiaoqiang, Liu Miaomiao, or even anyone else, they could easily become the light in your gloomy youth..."
"I wanted to wait and wait for someone to rescue you from the abyss."
"But school has been in session for so long, and you're still all alone!"
“I feel sorry for you, like a little dog abandoned on the side of the road.”
She laughed self-deprecatingly:
"I knew that reaching out my hand would make you fall in love with me like you're grasping at a straw... but I still did it!"
She closed her eyes briefly: "I originally planned to wait until you finally mustered the courage to confess to me before rejecting you."
"But... two years have passed!" Her voice was filled with incomprehensible confusion and self-blame: "Two years!"
"But you never said 'I like you'! ...Why didn't you say it, Lu Mingfei?"
The emotions finally erupted:
"Until you, in that black suit... angrily said those words to me!"
"You said I knew Zhao Menghua would confess to me, but I deliberately didn't tell you."
"When you say I'm using you as a backdrop in this drama between me and Zhao Menghua... as a prop to be fooled..."
Her body trembled slightly.
"At that moment, I understood everything! It was definitely not made up out of thin air."
"It must have actually happened in the original 'future'!"
An immense sense of guilt weighed on her chest like a lead weight.
"It was then that I realized... I really had brought this upon myself!"
Her tone suddenly changed, and her eyes shone with an astonishing light:
"Then……"
"You showed up!"
"You were like a ray of light piercing through my gloomy life! You pulled me out of that abyss of despair!"
Her voice softened:
"You...should understand, right?"
"Having gone through such a dramatic transformation... looking at you like that, how could I... possibly still control my heart?"
A profound sense of loss overwhelmed her instantly:
"When I saw...when I saw Su Xiaoqiang...when I saw her nestled in your arms like that..."
Her eyes reddened again, and her voice choked with emotion:
"You know what? I was so jealous I was going crazy! At that moment, the envy and longing in my heart... almost tore me apart!"
Her tears fell silently, and every word she uttered seemed to be bleeding blood.
"How I wish...how I wish...how I wish...that the person leaning in your arms...is me!"
She was overwhelmed by immense pain:
"It was at that moment that I truly realized..."
Her voice was barely audible, filled with utter despair:
"I have... completely... lost you."
She raised her tear-filled eyes, a twisted smile tugging at the corners of her mouth:
"Actually... when this 'world' is reset."
"My first reaction... was ecstatic! I felt like God had finally opened his eyes!"
Her voice brightened again, as if describing a beautiful, bubbly dream:
"I was thinking... if you don't remember those things... then I can start over!"
"I...I must confess my feelings to you! We will definitely love each other...we will be happy together...and stay together forever..."
This beautiful illusion lasted only a moment.
The light in her eyes quickly dimmed, replaced by boundless despair:
"But...you haven't forgotten..."
"You still remember!"
"Remember everything!"
Chapter 110 We Are All Changing
Lu Mingfei looked at the person in front of him who was sobbing uncontrollably.
The girl who laid bare all her darkness, baseness, deep affection, and despair before him.
He fell completely silent.
Something more complex and heavier than "annoying" weighed on his heart.
No wonder the system predicted that he could get Chen Wenwen as long as he spoke.
Can he blame Chen Wenwen?
he can not!
At least in his world, Chen Wenwen hasn't done that yet.
And the situation was indeed as Chen Wenwen described.
It had been a month since high school started, and he still hadn't made any friends in his class.
The only person he "talks" to every day is his "nemesis," Su Xiaoqiang.
Chen Wenwen waited for a long time, but no one came to help her.
In the end, even though she knew she would be entangled with him, she still reached out her hand.
They rescued the loneliest and most helpless little kid.
Because of her, those two years of his life were made a little more brilliant.
Sudden--
A rough, booming male voice, like a thunderclap, abruptly shattered the existing noise in the internet cafe and the chaotic thoughts in Lu Mingfei's mind:
"Is Mr. Lu Mingfei here?!"
Lu Mingfei suddenly came to his senses and stood up.
My gaze fell upon the entrance of the internet cafe.
A burly, bearded man in a crisp black uniform was standing there.
He held a black matte metal box, about the size of a dictionary, with both hands as if it were an important token.
The bearded man stood tall and straight, his sharp eyes scanning the smoke-filled internet cafe.
"This way!" Lu Mingfei gestured.
Upon hearing the sound, the bearded man swiftly and skillfully pushed aside the people blocking his way, and strode steadily to stand in front of Lu Mingfei.
"Dongfeng Express! Mission accomplished! Mr. Lu Mingfei, please sign for this!"
He magically pulled a neat electronic receipt and an electronic pen from his inner pocket and handed them to Lu Mingfei.
Lu Mingfei took the electronic pen and casually asked, "Dongfeng Express? Can it deliver all over the world?"
The bearded man grinned, revealing two rows of neat, gleaming white teeth. He gave a forceful thumbs-up and made a bold, triumphant gesture towards Lu Mingfei:
"Of course! No matter where you are, we will fulfill our mission!"
After quickly signing his name, Lu Mingfei handed the receipt back.
After carefully checking and confirming that everything was correct, the bearded man solemnly handed the heavy black metal box to Lu Mingfei.