I, a mercenary, became a beautiful silver-haired boy

Chapter 311

Looking at the shivering person under him, Elena felt that a certain need in his heart was satisfied. At first, he might just want to make a joke, but his instinct gradually made him enter the state.

"What do I want to do? There are only two of us here, a man and a woman, what do you think I want to do?"

Elena's tone has never been so frivolous. His appearance is no different from the men who came to chat up last night. The only difference is that Elena looks better than those men.

The main reason is that even in this world where the strong are respected, it is still an era of looking at faces. People who look good are naturally easy to get the favor of others, even if what they do is no different from others.

Not to mention that Xiaoyue originally had a good impression of Elena. Although she looked frivolous, she never showed an open look to anyone other than Elena.

Now facing the other party's step-by-step pressure, Xiaoyue did not feel disgusted. Apart from shyness, she did not mean to resist.

"Isn't this...not good?"

However, Xiaoyue didn't take the initiative to greet him as usual. Her every move seemed indecisive, as if something was restraining her and preventing her from following her heart.

"What's wrong with that? Whether it was getting close or actively seducing me, weren't these what you did to me at the beginning? Now that you have aroused my interest as you wished, are you thinking of just walking away? There is no such good thing in the world."

After saying that, Elena's eyes shone with a strange light. Although she still had the golden vertical pupils, she didn't give people the same majesty as before, but a kind of devilish and charming aura.

If an ordinary person was stared at by such eyes, it would probably take a long time for their body to become soft.

Xiaoyue couldn't help but feel excited, but she chose to avoid his gaze and said with some disappointment.

"This is not good. I am a slave from an ancient country in the East. I am the most lowly person in this country with black hair. I am very happy to be accepted by you, Elena. I am also grateful that Captain Elena gave me a safe home.

But for me, I don't dare to ask for more. What if I close my eyes and think of today's events after doing it with someone like me?

If it were me, I would definitely not want to think of that unlucky black-haired girl every time I want to relax or spend a romantic moment with other girls."

These few short sentences are filled with Xiaoyue's deep inferiority as a former slave. It is true that she is unwilling to go further because of her shy and innocent heart, but the most important reason is the inferiority engraved in her soul.

Usually, she looks so noisy and energetic. Even when facing the strange eyes of others, she still shows her body and black hair without any care.

But all this was her disguise from the beginning to the end. She just pretended not to care so that the people who accepted her would not worry too much about her because of these things.

Elina brought her a new life, but as a person who was abandoned since childhood, Xiaoyue found it difficult to get over the inhuman life of her childhood.

Whenever she was alone at night, Xiaoyue would always recall the feeling of being pointed at and the discussion about her black hair when she closed her eyes.

The disgusted eyes, angry expressions and various insulting words all turned into thorns embedded in Xiaoyue's heart. The psychological shadow caused by her childhood was more difficult to relieve than imagined.

The more lively and enthusiastic she acted, the more inferior and afraid of loneliness she was in her heart. It's just that she never told others about these things, and everyone was deceived by her acting skills.

Hearing what Xiaoyue said, Elena seemed to be poured with a basin of cold water, and she calmed down a lot. Looking at Xiaoyue who was constantly retreating, the so-called interest dissipated a lot at the news.

He turned over and lay directly on the bed, looking at the ceiling with Xiaoyue, his eyes a little melancholy as if he had returned to the past that he didn't want to recall.

Childhood is not a past worth remembering for war orphans like Elena. Those days were nothing more than shuttling through the ruins, avoiding all kinds of bullets and looking for dry food and canned food left by soldiers on the ground.

War orphans have almost no human rights, and they are also despised by everyone when they walk outside. After all, in order to survive, war orphans sometimes commit murder and robbery, which is no different from those villains.

Elena was also alienated and discriminated for a long time. Even if he became a very famous mercenary in the future, he was still not accepted by the public.

After all, Elena's most difficultSometimes, he had to accept some commissions that were not correct and did some immoral acts.

Some people even used his name to scare those disobedient children. At that time, Elena was a synonym for evil, and anyone who saw him would give him a good face.

In order to make up for his reputation, Elena made a lot of efforts, no longer accepting commissions that violated the bottom line, and doing as much good as possible to spread his kindness.

Most of his time in the second half of his life was invested in it. Even so, until Elena died in a mission, the world's evaluation of him was still polarized.

Those who were helped by him would mindlessly defend his reputation, and those who looked down on Elena as a war orphan from the beginning, no matter what Elena did, they still could not get their eyes.

Even if we don't talk about the mercenary period, just the childhood of this body, as a child of a dragon and a human, Elena was destined to be unacceptable to the world between humans and dragons from birth.

The noble dragons thought that his blood was mixed and he should not be called a dragon. Humans thought that the hybrid of dragon and human was like the son of the devil, which would only bring disaster and destruction to the world.

In the current situation of Elena, if he completely disclosed his identity as a half-dragon, the voices of disgust and discrimination would definitely overwhelm the voices willing to accept Elena.

It is no exaggeration to say that even if people are willing to accept an alien with different characteristics like Xiaoyue, they will never accept Elena, a half-dragon who may go berserk and cause destruction at any time.

It is true that Xiaoyue was alienated as a slave with black hair, but compared with Elena, it is indeed a little bit of a witch compared to a big witch.

In terms of blood alone, Elena is not nobler than Xiaoyue at all. On the contrary, Elena is the most humble existence.

So when Elena heard that Xiaoyue had such a low evaluation of himself, he felt very complicated. Comparing his own experience with Xiaoyue in detail, he had no idea what Xiaoyue was worried about.