I, a mercenary, became a beautiful silver-haired boy

Chapter 1203

I don't know how long it has been, the sky outside the window has begun to turn slightly white, and the brother and sister are still in this posture.

After so long, Elena has more or less gotten used to this feeling. Looking at Alice's profile, his mood has gradually become complicated.

"Brother Elena..."

Noticing Elena's sight, Alice lowered her head slightly and met Elena's eyes. Her tone was a little trembling, and her mood at the moment seemed to be no longer so happy.

Elena didn't say anything but closed her eyes, giving Alice enough time. Some words she wanted to say would naturally come out.

"... I don't know if this will make you feel better. Although I have always been with my father and mother, sometimes I really feel that I am a... a substitute."

Alice hesitated for a while and said so. Recalling the past is not wonderful for her. Most of her childhood memories are unbearable to look back on, and the pleasant memories seem to be non-existent.

"The reason why I was born in this world is just the choice made by my father to make up for my mother. My mother could not forget the child she abandoned on a rainy night, and I was born to make up for the past.

But even so, my mother still couldn't let it go. Every time she saw me, it was like seeing a child crying on a rainy night. The past memories were not the past, but the guilt was getting deeper and deeper."

Alice said with a self-deprecating smile. Obviously, God had made up so much for Anna, the miserable guy. Alice was born as a half-dragon with such a healthy body that even the harsh environment would not have any impact.

But Anna's mind was still the child who was extremely easy to die. The emotion of love could not be transformed at all, and in the end, it was all the children who were hurt.

"I'm jealous. I was really jealous of you, Elena, when I was a kid. I've imagined more than once if I didn't have that brother I've never met, if I was also a sickly child, would my mother and father look at me more?

They wouldn't leave it aside like a redundant substitute and not bother to care about it."

At this point, Alice's eyes were wet. Everything she experienced in her childhood couldn't be explained in a few words.

Only Alice, as a victim, knew the loneliness and pain of her childhood. The only thing others could know was that she didn't have a good childhood.

"Huh, so are you complaining to me?"

Elena snorted coldly. He didn't know what Alice had been through, but with such irresponsible parents, it was still possible to imagine what her childhood was like.

"I didn't mean that. I just... I just didn't want you, Elena, to misunderstand me."

Alice said in a panic. She knew that saying these words was a bit of a pity for sympathy, but she felt that telling Elena that she had not lived well before could balance her mood.

After all, if Alice looked at things from Elena's perspective, she would also feel that her younger sister had taken away the love that belonged to her. Just because she was weak and born at a bad time, everything that belonged to her was taken away by another person.

"Misunderstanding? What can I misunderstand? You don't really think I care about your cheap parents, do you? As expected, you are still a little kid who can't grow up. Even if you share this kind of thing with other friends, others will only smile bitterly and perfunctorily."

Elena laughed sarcastically, but Alice couldn't stand it. She showed a very dissatisfied expression and protested silently.

It was just that she was accommodating Elena, who seemed to be in a bad mood. If it were normal, she would have scolded Elena a long time ago.

"It's my turn to ask you a question. Alice, are you happy living here?"

Elena smiled and stretched out his hand to tease the tip of Alice's nose. He finally understood why there are people in this world who like to bully their sisters. It's really interesting to see Alice so angry.

"Why do you ask this?"

Alice pouted and was reluctant to answer. She always felt that her status in Elena's eyes was getting lower and lower.

"Aren't you afraid that I won't treat you well? If you live worse here than at home, then I have to reflect on myself."

Said in a half-joking tone. To be honest, the answer to this question is obvious even if it's not said. If you live worse here than Alice's broken home, then it's already abuse.

"Of course... I'm happy. Although everyone was very cute at the beginning,I was afraid, but after getting to know each other carefully, I found that everyone was as gentle as Sister Liya.

There are many things in this city that I have never come into contact with. My classmates are getting more and more enthusiastic towards me. Even Brother Elena... Brother Elena, you are also very caring towards me. I am really happy to stay here, sincerely. "

Alice blushed and said frankly. No matter how arrogant she is, after encountering so many things, she can understand who is really good to her.

"Really? That's good."

Elena said with a smile. At least her efforts are not in vain, right? Alice is happy, which is better than anything else.

"So why are you asking this? If you want to laugh at me specifically, I can't help but bite you!"

Alice blushed and hit Elena lightly with her fist. For her who is not frank, it takes great courage to say these words.

"I just want to tell you that since you are happy here with me, do you think I am suffering because I have been growing up in this environment? "

Alice was stunned as soon as she said this. Yes, if she thought about it carefully, she had been exposed to gentle people like Weiwei and Elena since she was a child. Was Elena's childhood really as bad as she imagined?

Is the love of her irresponsible parents really more enviable than the days here? The answer is obviously obvious. Elena has no reason to be jealous of Alice. On the contrary, Alice is beginning to be jealous of Elena.

"Just understand what I mean. I have never hated you, even if I never knew you existed before. I can even say that I don't hate the irresponsible parents. After all, if they were like people, I wouldn't have met you.

Although I can't say that I am grateful for them abandoning me, at least I don't have to suffer with them. I am still very fortunate. "

My cheap parents are definitely not as precious as Sister Weiwei and Sister Elena. Elena doesn't have too many regrets about her life so far.