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Miss Su Shi discovered it
She slowly placed her palm close to the boy's.
Slowly, gently, yet irresistibly.
He gently unfolded the boy's fingers, one by one.
Then, she tightly intertwined her slender fingers with the boy's fingers.
She slowly applied force, wanting Chen to understand.
She continued to listen attentively to the boy's story, and remained steadfastly by his side.
"Clearly, she had already compromised..."
"But I'm terrified. I'm terrified that if I really cross my own bottom line like this, she'll be completely disappointed in me."
"I don't want her to hate me, I don't want her to leave me..."
"I don't want even the slightest chance of such a thing happening..."
His consciousness was becoming increasingly blurred.
The fatigue and discomfort that assaulted his body impacted his spirit.
Now, he's almost instinctively expressing his emotions.
"If I lose Xiangzi... then there's no point in me living..."
"The thought of gaining something and then losing it again would really break me..."
He smiled bitterly, staring blankly at the empty ceiling.
"I was so terrified, so terrified that I would stop at nothing."
"So terrified that he personally exposed the ambiguous relationship between himself and Miss Lixi."
"At that time, all I wanted to do was prove to Xiangzi that I could give up my feelings for other people for her."
"I want to prove to her that her place in my heart, like Miss Ichiri's, is forever unshakeable."
"But this irresponsible, bastardly thought hurt me, Lixi, yet when faced with Xiangzi's words, those words..."
He laughed, and a tear rolled down his cheek from his eye.
"When facing Momoka and Rupa, could you do what you did to Riki?"
"I'm ridiculously unable to utter a single word."
"Hahahahaha"
"What exactly have I done?"
Why do I give all those I value, those who value me, those I love, and those who love me?
"I've let them all down, I've hurt them all..."
Miss Su Shi adjusted her position, pulling his body into her arms.
The boy's tears soaked her chest and dampened her heart.
"I'm here, and I'll always be here."
I will always be by your side.
The time to attack has come.
Press pause on the phone's recording screen; Miss Su Shi has collected enough evidence.
She whispered these words in Chen's ear.
It left behind such tempting, corrupting words.
"Anime Crossover, But a Bond Simulation: Nagasaki Motoyo, Please Marry Me Soon!"
[Anime Crossover, Harem, Mygo, Lonely Rock, GBC]
"My name is Xia Mu. When you see this message, please notify the mental hospital to top up your phone bill. Thank you."
Thanks for the invitation. I’m in Shimokitazawa. I’ve just started the bond simulator and am planning to escape from the mental hospital and establish bonds with you all!
Hmm? Nagasaki Suyo, has a house and money?
Now I must establish a deep bond with her!
Su Shi! Please marry me quickly!
Want Xiangzi to come back?
Hey! I'm here to help you!
[Toyokawa Shoko was stunned when she saw you and Nagasaki Suyo, two of you two, kneeling together to ask her not to leave]
[Hongxia falls into deep thought when she sees you, who is the same age as her, become her brother-in-law]
[Jing Qin Rencai has learned your true teachings and advanced to a violent warrior]
[Ding Dong! You are surrounded by band girls]
Mental hospital
Simulation started!
Nagasaki Suyo!
I've come to find you!
Brainy mother Brainy mother
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Chapter 103 Sister Su Shi
What flows ceaselessly in everyone's heart is the river of emotions.
The source of this river remains unchanged.
When undisturbed, it is clear and calm.
As the sea receives those who have reached the end of the river, they too can feel that peace and purity.
And time casts endless things into it.
Let the water level rise, or let it remain calm.
Polluting or washing away water bodies
The passage of time is beyond human control, and the flow of a river cannot be changed.
When the torrents carrying pain engulfed my heart, the construction of the riverbank began.
When unrestrained water flows, it harms the ocean, and it harms others who are the conduit to it.
Construction of the reservoir began.
These two massive projects will not end until death.
The riverbank, impartial and neutral, separates human emotions, whether good or bad, from our feelings.
So-called psychological resilience is like the height of a dam.
Only when the water level rises uncontrollably, overflows the dikes, and truly surges into the depths of one's heart...
Only then can the emotions contained within the water be truly felt by the person involved.
Defense lines will eventually become ineffective.
When it ceases to function, only two futures await it: reconstruction or utter destruction.
The dikes that spring anew from destruction will be stronger and higher than those built before.
This makes people increasingly insensitive to happiness and suffering.
This also makes its destructive power when it completely fails all the more intense.
The river's flow rate towards the sea is precisely controlled by the reservoir's sluice gates.
At the same time, it filters out the toxins contained within, rendering them harmless.
The so-called cultivation refers to the precision of gate control.
And the ability to digest that intercepted, vile substance.
The higher the dam, the stronger the materials.
The greater the destructive power of a flood during a collapse.
The more filth is intercepted and "purified," the better.
The darkness that seeps into the heart grows ever deeper.
The surging dark emotions
It crossed the dam in the boy's heart, destroying and corroding his soul.
Pain alone cannot break through the well-fortified gates.
Yet, even in the midst of the pain, his body responded to the warmth he had felt.
Stirred into the ceaselessly flowing turbidity
The gate has been reopened.
Her eyes could no longer hold back the surge of emotions, and the feelings that had been suppressed for so long burst forth.
Weakness is unacceptable.
All his difficulties, all his pain
He caused it all himself.
There is no reason to shift the responsibility that is entirely his to others.
How could he let his selfishness affect the feelings of a girl who had nothing to do with all of this?
After calming down slightly, Chen took a deep breath.
Struggling, he tried to get out of Miss Su Shi's embrace.
"Su Shi, I'm sorry... I lost my composure."
"After hearing all this, how do you feel? It really is all my own fault, isn't it?"
"It is my own inherent weakness that has led everything I faced to an irreversible point."
"Are you disappointed in my true self? Do you find me annoying? How about you scold me? Scold me..."
"I... don't deserve to be understood..."
He looked up, trying to find disgust, disdain, or something else on Miss Su Shi's face.
Find any negative emotions that condemn him
But he couldn't find it, not even the slightest trace.
The girl simply looked at him with the same tenderness as always.
Slowly, Miss Su Shi withdrew one of her arms from the boy's.
Her fingers, slightly rough from playing bass,
Gently place it on the boy's face, starting from the clearly visible tear stain under his eye, and slowly move along the stain.
"I won't hate Chen, I won't."
Rather, I like it even more.
Silently, Miss Su Shi strengthened her resolve to attack.
Are all the things Chen revealed really flaws for her?
No, it's definitely not a flaw.
The boy's heavy emotions were exactly what she wanted.
What she longed for was to never be separated from her loved ones and to be with them forever.
Attack, attack by any means necessary.